So, I'm lost in the world of my heart. There are so many things constantly going on in my mind I can't sort them all out. I can imagine myself, sitting here as I am now, but with a bunch of index cards laid out before me. Each one has something--a thought, a feeling, an event--written on it. Now, somehow, I need to sort them all out. Make some kind of sense of them. Is there a pattern, a chain, what?
I'm like a bird that keeps on flying into the same piece of glass. I can see what I am after beyond that wall, and I expect to just walk right up to it and snag it. However, that glass just keeps stopping me. Let me tell you, my nose is really starting to hurt.
Tomorrow is going to be the first day off where I have nothing planned in almost a month. I don't intend to go anywhere, except maybe the laundry mat (why is it called that?). Just going to hang out with myself, catch up on some of my shows and clean the house. Maybe while I am sorting all of that out, I will get some perspective on what is going on inside me.
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